Sigh. I just received news that my laptop seems IRRECOVERABLE. Ay naku. What's up with that? Perfect timing. It simply conked out just when it's three year warranty ended last December. Argh.

I'm currently using Stel's iBook. Hint hint.

To think I used to HATE going online. Stel and I used to fight a lot about that.

Right now, I can't even stay away for a day.

KAINIS!!

Obstacles...

I hurdled an obstacle today. It may be a minor one to some, but it is indeed an obstacle at that. And hopefully, I will cross the finish line with a big SMILE on my face.

Oh yeah. Signs of all signs. I received the info from AMC today in the mail. How 'coincidental' is that? Divine intervention? :)

Sigh. By God's grace, things will fall into place. I'm on my knees, PRAYING...

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My laptop crashed. By some insane reason, it just suddenly refuses to boot up.

Just when I've finally acquired the complete episodes of Heroes, which took me about a month to download. And to think, I've never watched a single one. Not even a glimpse.

Plus the latest episodes of Prisonbreak and Grey's.

And some pictures since December. Good thing I post everything significant on multiply.

It's time to reformat once again. It's time to BUY a new one. *Wishful thinking*

I miss this...

Happy hearts?

Today is the day of love. Go figure.

It is strange but for some reason, I feel so alone today. How weird.

Stel and I went on a Vday date lastnight. To In-yo. And we were both really happy. We even tried out the Xiamen Foot Reflexology at Philosophy, and had Cupcakes by Sonja's. No date tonight. But we did meet for lunch.

I know I complain and fret too much. I know I should count my blessings. It's something I tell myself every single day.

But the day just ended and I feel SO down. The blues maybe? I don't know. I just wish that whatever it is I am feeling right now will just go away.

I haven't blogged here in so long...

Never mind that I'm actually online every single day. Not unless I'm on duty.

Why not here? Coz sometimes I write about things I want people to read.

AND this is definitely not the venue for that.

Here, I'm free to say what I want, when I want to. And no one will care.

Sometimes I wish I were a one-year-old kid again.

Wait. Sometimes, I wish I were in highschool again.

When we were in highschool, we thought we knew everything. We thought we were so great. Sigh.

Stel and I were at a coffeeshop filled with highschool students the other day. And I couldn't help but feel envious (?). Coz they were worrying about something so simple. (At least to me right now). They were deciding which college to go to after they graduate.

I wish my worries were that simple. When a tall mocha frappucino could melt all my troubles away.

I long for those days.

It's one of those days when I wish I should've chosen to do something else. Forgive me.