Wednesday, May 28

At Peace



The same time last year, I was down with something that took me months to recover.
I had to be under HOUSE ARREST. I couldn't even stay on my laptop for more than an hour. All I did was SLEEP, and REST. I've never ever felt that WEAK in my life.

As I read through those months when I used to post almost every single day, I have noticed that the sadder I feel, the more I write. It helps me sort out my feelings. It reminds me of what's important. It brings everything into perspective.

And through all those months, I know that He has been teaching me ONE major life lesson. He wanted me to RE-FOCUS and RE-THINK my priorities.

HE wants me to SEEK HIM first above everything else. HE wants me to TRUST HIM fully, and to simply SURRENDER everything to HIM, and to LET HIM do HIS WORK.

So now, here I am. Months after. Better. Stronger. Closer to GOD. Some things may still be the same... but some things aren't.

I have never been this PEACEFUL and HAPPY in a long time. And it's all because of HIM. Seriously.

From the INSIDE OUT
Hillsong United

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the insode out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out.

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out.

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out.

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out.

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Tuesday, May 27

The Solution

*Thanks to my sister for the tickets. It was amazing seeing so many young Christians filling up Araneta Coliseum to the brim, worshipping God. It's really all about HIM. The band never even introduced themselves nor took the glory for themselves. A more extensive post next time.

SOLUTION
Hillsong UNITED

It is not a human right
To stand afar while broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find the mercy for the need

Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession

It is not too far a cry
Too much to try to help the least of these
Politicians should not decide if we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Singing...
Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet
Yeah Yeah

Higher than our circumstance
You promise and your love for all to see
Higher than our protest lines and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet
Whoa Yeah

Only you can mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
You erase complete the sinner's past
And set the captives free

Only you can take the widow's cry
And cause the heart to see
Be the Father to the fatherless
Our Saviour and our King

We will be your hands
We will be your feet
We run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light,
We will you light

We will be your hands
We will be your feet
We run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light,
We will you light

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet

Whoa-oo-ooh
God, be their solution
Whoa-oo-ooh
We will be your hands and be your feet

We will run
We will run
We will run with the solution

We will run
We will run
we will run with the solution

We will be your hands
We will be your feet
We run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be your light,
We will be your light...

Sunday, May 25

To SPA or not to SPA..

Disclaimer : This is MY OPINION, based on MY EXPERIENCE.

I've written in a previous post about how I've become a SPA convert, and it's all Stel's fault. It's a good thing that whenever he finds the urge to have a spa day, he usually readily treats ME.

We've had our fair share of SPA and NAIL SALON experiences which I never really reviewed in the past. Suffice it to say that we've tried ENOUGH to know WHAT IS and WHAT ISN'T.

Fortunately, (or unfortunate for the other spas?) we had the privilege to try out CHI SPA, one of the best spas in the country last February. It was SUCH AN EXPERIENCE for us, that the next ones were pale in comparison. We tried Suriya Spa recently for their volcanic rock treatment (because such would cost around p5000 each at Chi) but we weren't that impressed because it just couldn't compare. We're itching to try out THE SPA at the Fort (with the inidvidual villas), and THE MANDARIN ORIENTAL Spa for the Ventosa. Soon. Ipon muna. Haha.

Stel and I swear by THE NAIL LOFT (in San Juan) for their manicures and pedicures. I love the serenity and smell of the place. It's also super convenient for both of us. I love how their imported polishes can last two to three weeks without being chipped off.

Since Stel passes by this new spa place : AHAVIA LOUNGE SPA in San Juan while it was being constructed every single day on the way home from Cardinal, we vowed to try it when we got the chance to. It opened last month, and has been fully operational from 11am to 3am. They converted an old house into this spa, and some of the facilities were still being built. I'd have to admit though that their prices were too cheap to resist, so despite it being in it's first months of operation, we took the risk and tried it out. Kinda stupid I'd say.

The ambience was pretty zen-like, interiors were black and minimalist, lights were dim, and most of the areas were quiet. They had different treatment rooms (COMMON ROOMS) for express services (foot/hand/hair treatments), massages, scrubs. They also had one couples' suite (which looked pretty nice, but it DID NOT have it's own private bathroom).

I decided to try out their foot spa (p199) and the protein hair treatment (p299), while Stel had the 2 hour signature massage (p599). Since the couple's room was being used at the time we came, we had our treatments separately. Honestly, the express room looked quite nice with about 5lounge chairs, with a movie playing on the flat screen TV.

I was surprised that the same therapist applying the protein treatment on my scalp, was also the same therapist who did my footspa (and the treatment was done almost simultaneously). Okay, it must sound gross, but although I knew that she would wash her hands thoroughly in between shifting from my hair to my feet, it was still such an appaling thought nevertheless. The hair treatment was actually quite good. I loved the scalp and facial massage. Even the footspa was relaxing too. I would've wanted a better foot massage, but seeing as the therapist was getting confused between what to do with my hair and my feet, I just let her do her thing without really demanding much.

It was their facilities (or lack thereof) that I was quite troubled about.

Firstly, their specialties were their scrubs, which would be very evident when you enter the reception. They had all the different types of scrubs laid out in small bottles which you could smell and that would definitely entice you to try out one of them. The owners were manning the place, so they would really encourage clients to try out the scrubs before talking about the other services. Now, if that was their focus, why would they have only two comfort rooms (for BOTH ladies and men)- one with a toilet and shower, one with a shower room (with only a makeshift door)??? They would conduct their scrubs in another area, and clients would have to CROSS the reception through freezing cold, and a mixture of people, dripping with the scrub to get to the bath area? While I was there, the second shower room wasn't even functional. My heart went out to this other girl who had a very pissed look on her face because she went into the shower room, only to have to shout and call a therapist, who told her to transfer to the other bathroom to take a bath there? Such a hassle. Most of the spas I've been to who offer scrubs have private showers inside the therapy rooms, or separate ones for male and female. With the present setup at this spa, there was a very good chance that a guy could walk into the shower with a girl right inside!! That wouldn't be relaxing at all! Shared toilet too? Without a urinal? Haay.

They offered a SPA manicure and a SPA pedicure. And I just saw how it was done. It was just like any other service in some hair salons. They do not even soak your feet or your hands, and just do a REGULAR dry one. They shouldn't claim that it was a special 'SPA' one then.

Lastly, they offered hair treatments. Now, they also offered hair treatments at THE NAIL LOFT. But would you believe that they didn't even have WARNINGS that they DID NOT have a HAIR DRYER anywhere? SO STUPID of me not to ASK. And stupid of me to ASSUME. But come on, how can you offer hair treatments and not even dry your customers hair? And yeah, they had body scrubs too... They must expect all their customers to just go home after the treatment or to live nearby. That would be possible if they only open at night. BUT a WARNING if possible? My, I can't forget the PISSED look on the other client's face even before taking a shower. Knowing this might have made her night.

Yes, I forgive them because they're BARELY into their second month, and GROWING PAINS are understandable. But if you were opening a spa business, wouldn't you have at least gone around and tried other spas (even in the area), learned from your spa experiences and applied it to your business? If their reason that they only had two shower rooms was because they were still expanding, then they shouldn't offer the scrubs YET. And please learn that PRIVACY is a very BIG issue for women. I cannot understand why they readily mix their clients together, even their male/female staff, and risk you walking through everyone on the way to showering all the body scrub off. These are basic service decencies.

A spa is a place to relax, to escape and to refresh oneself. Sometimes I call it a semi-vacation. We pay a price for their services. The prices of AHAVIA SPA are pretty affordable (well next to Neo, Suriya, The Spa), but they're not DIRT CHEAP either. Massages range from p300 tp p600. Body scrubs range from p600 to p800. That's quite a sum of money too, and they cannot excuse their price for their facilities. As in any business, if you aren't ready to DELIVER, then you might as well NOT OFFER it. It's something like a half-smile isn't even a SMILE at all.

Now with all these glitches that might be a bit difficult to repair at the offset, I'm saying SAYANG. The place has so much potential, and so much improvement to do. Maybe I'll give it 6 months? Or maybe I'd rather save up MORE and go to CHI SPA instead. Haha.

To spa or not to spa? If this were the first ever spa I walked in, let's just say I don't think I would have come back EVER.

Try it for yourself :
AHAVIA LOUNGE SPA
173 Wilson Street corner Barcelona Street, Greenhills, San Juan
744 0343

PS. We also talked to the owners about our complaints and they promise to buy a hairdryer (HAHA), but they can't do anything about the bathroom problem yet.


Friday, May 23

From Debuts to Weddings

A number of my contacts on multiply are kids from our youth in church, and a whole lot of them are turning 18 just this year. (Happy birthday!!)

Darn it. Eighteen? Gosh... That seems so long ago. Back then, life was so much simpler. I was in my sophomore year of college at Diliman. All I had to do was study, write reports, take exams, and make sure I get grades 1.75 and above, to assure me of a spot in the College of Medicine. But that same year, there was a death in the family, so I don't really remember celebrating my debut back then. My friends did surprise me a lot during those times, and I always seemed to have a surprise party year after year. (Thanks guys...)

And now, a decade later, (I feel so OLD!) SO many things have happened to me and to our family - that you'd have to have known ME (or my sister) REALLY well to understand what I'm talking about. We've had our fair share of tragedies, of disappointments, of crosses to bear, of burdens and bitterness we have had to let go. We had to go through a roller coaster of emotions sometimes too painful to remember and too difficult to endure. But God is good, and He has always been faithful. He continues to give us the PEACE that only He alone can, and His love sustains us tremendously.

The past few years, I have grown up, and I no longer attend debuts, but WEDDINGS, and CHRISTENINGS/DEDICATIONS. Just last year, 6 cousins tied the knot, and a bunch of our friends (mostly from medschool) walked down the aisle. It's strange to finally attend weddings when the bride/groom/entourage are people you personally know. They're no longer 'friends of parents,' or 'family friends' or older cousins. Weird. Makes me feel so old. (Haha. Sort of a quarter life crisis over there.)

And next month, I stand as the Maid of Honor in (one of) my Bestfriend's weddings. And on the same day, another really good highschool friend will finally wed his longtime girlfriend of 10years. Now, if only I can be in two places at once. (Teehee)

This 'wedding' age just shows that with age comes a 'bit more' wisdom, and experience, and character, and knowledge, a little more than I had 10years ago. If I knew then what I know now, I don't think I would have done a single thing differently. Every mistake brought me to the RIGHT way, the RIGHT choice and the RIGHT path. There may be things I learned the hard way, but it all comes down to where I am, and what I am now.

There are times when all this talk about settling down has made me think... But Stel and I still have so many dreams to fulfill, that we're happy where we are right now.
I know I'll walk down the aisle when the time is right.

Sunday, May 18

Thanks to my friend who took this :)

Now, if only I can be THIS happy all the time... :)
Well, today I was. Because despite the storm in San Fabian, Stel came back safe and sound.
Thank God. :)

Rain, rain, rain.

So the rains have come once again.. I just like the rain when I'm safely tucked in my bed.

And that means our internet connection has been crazy. YET AGAIN. Somehow, it works during the wee hours of the morning - during off-peak hours. I have absolutely NO IDEA why Smart Bro has safe answers for everything. It's SO darn annoying. Why can't they admit that their network has a problem? They always say that there isn't a problem with their base station... That's plain crap. Kainis.

I was awakened really early today because Stel was frantically contacting me through another phone. Seems like Pangasinan is under a storm alert - and he's there for a medical mission. They decided to drop everything and head home today instead. Thankfully they're all okay... but I know the rains/winds must be bad there because the storm hit Zambales, which means that San Fabian was in it's path. I just hope they have a safe journey back.

Oh well. The weather has been bad. There have been earthquakes, and earthquake scares. The prices of commodities have not stopped rising. Seems like we're in the end times huh?

Now, Are YOU sure of where YOU'RE going when it does? :)

Wednesday, May 14

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Monday, May 12

I heart SEBASTIAN'S.


(Pics stolen from the web. I'll take a picture next time)

This has been one of our GUILTIEST indulgences since we discovered the ice cream stand in Podium. A movie/dinner/shopping date or whatever visit to Podium wouldn't be complete without a scoop, or two of Sebastian's Ice Cream.

And no matter how many times the first scoop would readily melt way before we've finished it, we'd ALWAYS get a waffle cone with two scoops. Ewan ko ba, we never learn. Haha.

Their prices are now a tad more expensive than in the picture, and there are a lot more flavors to choose from. It's still cheaper than Haagen (which I don't really like) or Gelato (which I love too). Now for someone who loves dirty ice cream (I don't know why but I've always loved it), this is SUCH A BIG LEAP for me.

My favorites? Macadamia White and Butter Pecan.

For chocolate lovers out there, like Stel, you'll love their other flavors, which are mostly chocolate to begin with.

Sigh. Now I'm craving for a scoop. And I just had one two days ago.

Wednesday, May 7

XO XO, GG


Picture from the Net

Has anyone seen the latest episode of GG???

OMG. The last scene gave me goosebumps...

Writers, why must you write so well?
And why do I have to wait till next week?

Argh!!

Draw me close to YOU
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear YOU say that I'm your friend

YOU are my desire
No one else will do
Coz nothing else can take YOUR place
To feel the warmth of YOUR embrace
Help me find a way
Bring me back to YOU

YOU'RE all I want
YOU'RE all I ever needed
YOU'RE all I want
Help me know YOU are near...